Bake! Bake! Bake!

I don't know what it is about baking that makes people so relaxed, its like been on a cloud for some time.

The fact of making something sweet, that you will most probably share with those whom you love, is comforting and gives us a warm cozy sensation.

Even though baking looks sweet delicious and harmless it has a very dark side! as a matter of fact it has 2 dark sides. First of all baking is the best way to hide depression, its a drug that takes you from "Hell Land" to "Happy Land" all the sweet, the colour... And second but not least important, YOU GET FAT! Every little thing you make you try it which is pretty dangerous if you're on a diet!

So! Bake till you faint! So you won't gain weight!

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Rain drops falling on my head!

Love has an unbelievable power over us. Love makes us break the limits, makes us loose our logic! Because if LOVE is one thing! Logical,  is almost one of the things that love CAN NOT BE!

So, here comes the story (actually right now is raining so hard I can hardly concentrate, my tights are soaking wet). I'm walking on the street under this amazing "stick of water" (palo de agua, venezuelan expression referring to; "Its raining cats and dogs" or "A fucking lot!") After more or less 15 min of walking and been completely abducted by BlackBerry World, I reach to a street in NeverLand Town!  "A stick of water" starts to fall! So here  I am, locked up outside on the street! Under the rain! At a strangers door! WTF am I doing here! People start looking at me, very weird after they notice that I've been standing for more then an hour at the same door!  And then I remember, its all caused by that illogical part that "Love" has! And that Makes us do completely ridiculous things. And when I say ridiculous! I mean it very badly! Like pretty much the whole story!

I would not call it love, but more the obsession of having the unreachable!
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Edipo & Electra

Creo que todos estamos familiarizados con el "Complejo de Edipo", de no ser asi, agradecería que habran otra ventana y coloquen en el buscador lo que significa. (http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complejo_de_Edipo)

Lo mismo ocurre en la mujer y es denominado el "Complejo de Electra". El apego a nuestros padres o la falta de los mismos, crea este tipo de necesidad casi sórdida y compulsiva, de tener a "una figura" paterna o materna, a nuestro lado; Dicha necesidad hace que busquemos en nuestra pareja, un sustituto a nuestra carencia paterna o materna.

Desde los 16 años, me fijo y he tenido relaciones afectivas con personas que prácticamente me doblaban la edad, con el paso del tiempo es cada vez menor. La razón fue simplemente la carencia de una figura paterna en mi vida, lo cual me llevaba a buscar en mi pareja un apoyo, un hogar.

A medida he ido creciendo, me he dado cuenta que este tipo de relaciones no eran las más convenientes para mi, ya que se creaba una dependencia muy fuerte hacia mi pareja lo cual me perjudica en el desarrollo de "MI" como individuo.

Honestamente creo que Edipo & Electra debieron haberse conocido para apoyarse mutuamente, darse cuenta de sus complejos y vivir felices para siempre hasta que el divorcio los separe!

Ahora tenemos algo en lo que pensar; estamos con nuestra pareja (aunque yo sea "soltera") por...? que dependemos de ella? porque nos hace sentir en casa? porque nos da estabilidad? seguridad? ... o simplemente porque la amamos incondicionalmente y agradecemos que este en nuestra vida mientras tenga que estarlo.

Holiday from Life

In NeverLand town (where i live) it can be pretty boring , even though that you can do what you want most of the times, if you are someone as ambitious and workaholic as me, your life can turn a little bit average and tasteless.

In the opposite case if you life IS interesting, but you are someone that gets bored quickly, as well as I do! then it's also the case...

Summarizing life in my case, has boring written everywhere, but it does not mean it is!

A month and 6 days ago, I decided to take a holiday! Away from my life and from everything I know... working as a stewardess on a SuperYacht! sounds weird and I can confirm you! It's totally insane!

For around 2 weeks I served an amazing sweet family from a Sheik in Saudi Arabia. I played Little Cinderella, working crazy slavery schedules, that I think didn't even existed during the Industrial revolution on the XIX century. I almost "fell in love" with a 16 year old boy, son of the Sheik. I changed silk Versace sheets, polished gold (not golden! GOLD) sinks, polished marble floors on my knees...

Which was all the opposite from what i was doing before (since I was just, working at a "normal" office job). The best gift of all in my job is until now, finishing and having a look at NeverLand Town from the water, looking at the ocean, smelling the fresh air (when it doesn't smells like poop!).